Bitter Gall

I’m here

I haven’t gone anywhere

I swear

I just don’t understand

What’s your plan?


Tired of crying

Pools along the floor

I try to be hopeful

Or maybe it’s the child in me

Wanting more


I know it’s not the end of me

But that doesn’t mean

I’m not facing the enemy


You told me

To love and to be kind

And I still try…


But I’m so tired

The weight scares me

Couldn’t sleep

I know you are here

Could you please

‘Think of me’


Feel forgotten

Unless I match their plans

And old wounds reopen 

Long forgotten

Now stand


Right in front of me

Would you bring a little relief?


Please.


08/28/25

clc

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