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No Matter

  Do you see me? Do you care? In those moments when I want to fade away Are you really there? When the darkness Falls across my face Where are you God? I feel so out of place Inside my heart Just want to run And run and run and run Off towards the sun But that seems silly When I’m sitting in shame That’s the dichotomy inside my head Keeps on rearranging The truth So I sit And throw a good old-fashioned childish fit Do you hear me wail? Do you hear me scream? Do you even have context at all? In those moments, it truly seems I’m alone Licking my wounds And for a moment, for 12, That’s all I can do So I ask you again Are you there? Creator of the universe, Do you really care For me? In the stillness, Once I’m done Through my brokenness and self deceit You answer… “My son, Yes”. “I have been with you  since I formed you And I am quite aware of all that you feel And if you fail I don’t care, I love you And I always will!” 09/04/26 clc

What a child sees

I wonder what a child sees When they first wake upon the world Is it like when we’ll see heaven? Like a kaleidoscope as it swirls Slowly finding focus Maybe that’s how we find God His light more than we can handle The radiance of His love Eyes adjust to the splendor Unable to fathom how beautiful it can be We live here, in our sin Often just struggling to believe But like a child comes quickly When prompted by his love Maybe we can open up more To all he was thinking of As he created the planets, he created the stars Yet, they were deemed second place When he says “I made you in my image” And gave us the gift of grace As he called the children He also calls you and me Touched us with his spirit Gave us breath Life and His Peace. 09/04/26 clc

God Speaks

God doesn’t always speak In the way we think we need His voice on the wind Might be lost as we’re waiting on him But like building mountains takes time Our patience lacks the divine Nature that paints the sky The hands of the maker Seeks and finds The answer that truly completes And gives us what we need. 09/03/26 clc

Sometimes in the Hard

Sometimes it’s in the hard things That we find where we truly are Even when we want to crawl away Lick our wounds and hide our scars But as someone told me the other day Darkness cannot hide When the light of the Savior Shines brightly through the night Doesn’t mean it’s easy Oh it hurts, it stings But we’re not alone in this That’s why he gave us voices to sing Not always in joyful celebration Sometimes just whispering soft his name, In those still, soft moments That’s when he can change Our insides Our doubts, our fears And help wipe away the tears That stain our face. 09/01/26 clc

Sinner at the Gate

Sidewalk preacher Some kind of teacher Who is this man That walks among the thieves? What is this gospel He keeps proclaiming? Saying he’s the son of man Asking me to believe They speak of miracles The crowds adore him He just walks along I sit here at the gate I see him coming I hear the whispers wondering if he even sees me All I can do is wait And he comes Right to me ‘Pick up your mat There’s a world I want you to see If you can just believe’ He brought no kingdom No worldly riches But he gave a gift So these very feet  Can carry on now With his message Proclaiming the glory Out among the streets And he came Right to me Spoke the words that echo ‘You are my child, And you’re set free’ 08/31/26 clc

Where my spirit…

Inside Where my Spirit often quakes  My resolve fumbles and I shake ‘Oh, won’t you hold me’ I continue to pray Darkness Lingers at the door Always wanting a little more Please shine your light I ask for Your… Power Your love Holy Spirit Shine on me More In this Quiet The still moments before the day Sit and meditate The best I can Asking you To walk with me Hold my hand Throughout This day. 08/31/26 clc “I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God. Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us...

Nowhere I Can Hide

When I run There’s nowhere I can flee That escapes your presence Even the dark inside you see You see it all As if standing in the sun I cannot hide There’s no need to run You are there When the tears begin to fall When lost in my own wilderness Your voice still calls “My child I see you, please be still I love you when you’re hurting I will always be right here” But God, I’ve asked so many times For you to take away This misery inside It’s still there Shows up even on sunny days Will you take my heart And wash it all away You know my spirit Longs for your touch  I crave the way you fill me Those moments mean so much So please hear me Hear this cry I want you to multiply Your light shining inside of me. 08/30/26 clc “Now the angel of the Lord found her by a spring of water in the wilderness, by the spring on the way to Shur. He said, “Hagar, Sarai’s maid, where have you come from and where are you going?” And she said, “I am fleeing from the presence of my mistress Sarai.” Then the...