Anymore

More a sinner 

than a saint, 

but there are some things 

I ain’t 

Anymore 


Emptied the bottle 

Lost my way 

for a long, long time

Felt alone 

wanted to die

But not

Anymore


Hated Jesus 

didn’t want your golden rules

Thought you all 

were fools

Until I fell

Into hell

I don’t want that 

Anymore


Found redemption

in my darkest hours found life

Learning how to stay alive

without the darkness

Anymore


Each day

I find I’m blessed 

beyond anything

He gives sun, warmth

Everything

Like little flowers 

and birds that sing

And even when there’s sorrow

I can be hopeful

In all life brings


I am here

I’m not ashamed

Anymore


06/01/25

clc



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