No Wonder

No wonder I feel so small

Against the backdrop of the universe

In the shadow of all

You are


I find inside

I never feel enough

But that’s how you created me

To need you

To need your love


And yet I still think

Often times 

I can do this alone

That I can master 

The sun and stars

And make rainbows

On my own


But I’m barely master

Of my tiniest things

I don’t know the song

As you encourage me to sing


I still seek you

In the storm clouds

Or sunny days

And as I am tossed

By life’s smallest storms

You simply wait


For me to come

Once again

To you

I find I always end up there

My heart broken

and so bruised


By all that I,

A stubborn man

Attempt to do

To gain your love

I still fail to understand


That you

Love me

As you came 

To set me free


You love me

As I am


Completely.


06/10/25

clc



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