…with hesitant anticipation

Ever wonder

What makes the sun shine?

Is it a big ball of gas

Parading across the sky?

And in that wonder 

Do we stop 

And realize?

That God is present

In each ray of light

His hands provide


But as the sun

Will fade

Set in the west

He never strays


Feel the cooling

Of early autumn breath

Filling up my chest

Leaves turn to paint 

The view

My soul relents


The days change

Just like my fears

The mourning of my past 

Almost disappears

And I realize

There is hope 

Beyond the skies


What will come?

Will the fall allow for 

Longings

Once thought done

To reappear?

As my spirit breathes

In wonders

Now so clear…


Never thought

I’d make it to a day

When my heart

Would grow

Beyond the grave

And say…


(With hesitant anticipation)


I am here.


10/13/25

clc


“The Lord make His face shine on you, And be gracious to you; The Lord lift up His countenance on you, And give you peace.’”

Numbers‬ ‭6‬:‭25‬-‭26‬ ‭NASB1995‬‬



Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Marvelous Mysteries

Those  Marvelous mysteries Like sunlight above the trees Often we behold so many wonders Right below our nose  With a sigh Realize there’s so much to this life Hope seems  such a distant cause When in our thoughts  we find ourselves lost Looking so far  down the line That we stumble over the sublime At our feet In our grasp Miss it while  holding on to the past… <pause> If we can stop Take a breath Take solace in where we’re at I know it’s hard but gotta try There is more If we open our eyes… To those  Marvelous mysteries. 01/13/25 clc
Read more

Like Winter Breeze

Subtleties Like winter breeze Cooling my insides Trying to let go Caught up in The memories  So many left Even if I know That time will bring her  Back to me Maybe just in a thought Hopefully, she remembers me Don’t have to wonder  ‘bout that Think I already know But the future Isn’t a Disney movie It’s often times More like losing And moving on Breath it in Think I already know See my breath On the wind Escapes, And then I breathe again It’s amazing How such a little gesture Seems to show It’s not just about letting go It’s also about Knowing There’s spring After the snow… Wake up heart Only God truly knows And we get so caught up Tossing to and fro Winter morning - Help my weary soul. 01/15/25 clc
Read more

Piercing the Night

Rising Star Ignite the night Turn the dark to day Hear the echoes  of a thousand angels Singing “This is the way” Come in a boy A child A lowly one Born amongst the hay Awake the day  Preparing the way Our souls  So lost to this and that The hurry and the ‘go’ Falling into the traps the world pushes us toward How do we slow Our breathing  Our expectations Our very desperate need And lift our heads toward heaven When often we can’t see The light Dimmed from all the world tries to hide Our hearts grow heavy Yet, the burden  can be light If we know the yoke  we carry Isn’t ours If we give it up and let his shine We might be on the brink  of destruction We might find our hearts feel torn into We feel pressed  on all sides Yet hope still Comes through The night As the light Pierces through… 12/22/25 clc “because of the tender mercy of our God, by which the rising sun will come to us from heaven to shine on those living in darkness and in the shadow of ...
Read more